This is destiny that must be heeded.

I love her. I really do. She makes me happy. It’s the kind of happiness that I never felt for so many years.

I need this meaningful joy for me to survive in this stressful job that I’m in.

I need her love. I need to hear her saying she loves me from to time so I can be assured she truly loves me and that she won’t stop loving me.

I need her to continually stay with me and hold on to our love. I know it’s difficult for her but I hope and pray to Our Creator that someday, we will look back and realize it was indeed worth staying and holding to this kind of love.

I sincerely pray to the angels of our Creator that we’re always protected and everything’s gonna be alright in the end.

I know we don’t fully understand why this is happening. My mind keeps reasoning and rationalizing but my heart keeps on telling me otherwise. I thought my heart would get tired and falter as time goes by. I thought the feeling would just somehow decrease and be gone as days go by. On the contrary, my heart is consistent, persistent, constant and so I must say, this is all true. This is not just feelings. This is not just an emotional state. This is fate. This is destiny that must be heeded because if not, I might regret this for the rest of my life.